you
someday you are going to be on your way to bed after a long day of checking off your to-do list and you’re going to wonder why, despite all that productivity, all the checked boxes, why you still feel like maybe it would be ok if you went to bed and didn’t wake up the next day by some weird quick-death freak accident or medical anomaly
and you’re going to wonder that a lot as you age and you’re going to keep waking up kind of relieved that you were wrong and that today is another chance to do things and end the day feeling right
and maybe someday you actually do it. end the day feeling right.
and maybe it never comes back, that feeling. that wondering why.
only one way to find out.